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--> the imperfect perfectionist


*me *
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic

"Aye"
indie rock, alternative, pop rock: smiles: hugs and kisses: soccer: chocolates: Nike: teddy bears: touch rugby: babies: rock-climbing and bouldering: soft and pantene-smelling hair: my well-worn Levi's: Adidas: white, blue: short nice hair: Elmo, Oscar the Grouch and Cookie Monster:

"Nay"
veggies: swallowing pills: high heels: skirts: not knowing what to do: mess:

*wishlist *

a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room

*fellow bloggers *

:: kyle ::
:: azrul ::
:: liyana ::
:: arfin ::
:: zak ::
:: naz ::
:: jason ::
:: monkey ::
:: wei tin ::
*hunts *

:: blogskins ::
:: hotmail ::
:: friendster ::
:: deviantart ::
:: tickle ::
:: youtube ::





Monday, January 02, 2006

It's final.

I've decided and i'll stick it through.

Hopefully.

Some people make a huge difference in one's life.

Some to the extent of turning one into a new leaf.

Some stay but some leave.

Some leave with good impressions left.

Some just leave with questions unanswered.

Some of these farewells hurt the most.

But one have to let them go.

Cos, love can't be forced.

Perhaps it can be guided.

But if love is forced, it has the same sincerity of one relunctantly doing so.

Perhaps if one wanted that love so much, it could possibly be guided.

Just like trying to win over another's heart, it's slow and painful.

You never know the results of one's effort.

But take heart that one actually tried one's best.

If that same love is not reciprocated,

Don't cry.

Instead put one's head up high and hide those cracks of the piercing reality.

The reality that one's love is not coming back.

One's love has found someone new.

One's love has move on and so shall you.

Because life must go on.

Whether one like it or not.

Life has no pit stop for the weak and no tissues for wimps.

Leaving will be teary.

Don't look back.

It'll only make matters worse.

Forget all and start anew.

Perhaps it's for the best.

One tries one's best to forget the feeling of loving and being loved.

But one knows its only the figment of one's imagination.

When one says one will forget.

Cos one...

Cos I know that i won't.

Not anytime soon.

Till anytime soon comes, I will keep fingers crossed that this is all a joke gone wrong.






Sadly, i doubt so.













Goodbye love.

It was nice to love and being loved by you.

Yani.

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