Thursday, January 05, 2006

Hey

It's been 4 days.

Not in good health these days.

Kinda wary of my health now.

The back pain coming back to haunt me.

Really hope everything's alright after check up and all.

Gonna go back for another one to checked on some other stuff.

Mum's freaking out but dad says i probably inherited it from him.

Bugger.









Ow.









Oh and by the way, i've quit hoping and stop believing.

Thanx alot and forget i ever existed.

i'm gonna pretend everything's ok.

When it's not.

But if i can pretend from the beginning for the sake of others around me.

I can jolly well pretend some more.


Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Pretending that I'm doing well
My need is such, I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Adrift in a world of my own
I play the game, but to my real shame
You left me to dream all alone

Too real is this feeling of make believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around

Too real is this feeling of make believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around
-The Great Pretender; The Band

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