the imperfect perfectionist

*me *
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic

"Aye"
indie rock, alternative, pop rock: smiles: hugs and kisses: soccer: chocolates: Nike: teddy bears: touch rugby: babies: rock-climbing and bouldering: soft and pantene-smelling hair: my well-worn Levi's: Adidas: white, blue: short nice hair: Elmo, Oscar the Grouch and Cookie Monster:

"Nay"
veggies: swallowing pills: high heels: skirts: not knowing what to do: mess:

*wishlist *

a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Hey. Just got back from school. Had an okay day. Had a second bout of gastric flu today. Yeah...got a name to call it now. The Gastric Flu. Splitting migrain on and off the entire day. But school and friends made it ok la.

Early morning and met Aisha as usual. I let her listen to this new cool song. Outrageously wicked lyrics. And she let me listen to this indonesian song. Tot i wouldn't like since well...malay and indonesian songs for me just don't click but she got me hooked on wanting to listen for more of that particular song. Damn you Aisha. Haha. But i dun have the song! Kinda waiting for her to send it over through MSN. I did managed to find the lyrics. Here it is:

Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku

Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu yang bergulir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih

Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua tak kan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada di hatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran

It's very nice. Kinda ballad- rock. I think. I dunno. I only listened to it once. So it gotta be nice if i can be hooked to it after barely listening for a second time.

Ok. So what's been happening? Nothing much really. Slogging like a mad woman but still not getting enough. And my counsellor is chasing after me for a proper study schedule. Argh. Get a life already.. Oh. And speaking of her, she came in for a CME talk today. Talked about poly and stuff. It was fun, i guess. Cos i finally got an idea of where to go and what to do. In fact, the class was told to give a few feedbacks on what we thought about our future and what we were good at. My classmates and Mrs G concluded that i am indeed at my best in english language and sports. SO... it'll either be Law and Management, Sports and Logistic Management or Media Communication for me, i think. But i still gotta pass my maths. Which so totally is NOT my best subject. But i'm doing ok, i think. Not as hopeless as before. Blur and slow still but can still do sums. Haha. If that's enough.

Singapore Idol is on now. Should i go watch it? I wanna watch. But then... ahh nvm. I'll probably watch the second telecast on Saturday.

I'm in a dilemma. Dunno what to do. Kinda sad. But hell, I think you dunno what i'm babbling about. So let's just keep it out of this post. Crap. I hate being entangled in my feelings.

Smile. It confuses people.
Yanee

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