the imperfect perfectionist

*me *
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic

"Aye"
indie rock, alternative, pop rock: smiles: hugs and kisses: soccer: chocolates: Nike: teddy bears: touch rugby: babies: rock-climbing and bouldering: soft and pantene-smelling hair: my well-worn Levi's: Adidas: white, blue: short nice hair: Elmo, Oscar the Grouch and Cookie Monster:

"Nay"
veggies: swallowing pills: high heels: skirts: not knowing what to do: mess:

*wishlist *

a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room

Friday, July 14, 2006

Hey..

I'm stressed out.. Really am. Can't wait for O's to be done and over with. Sure i love the days in class with the other buggers but i can't wait for the day when i'm out from school and all the studying madness for at least a few months. On the other hand, I can't bear to leave the school and friends i made here. Will i forget them just like i have with other people? I always tell Gen that i hope our class won't fade away after getting our results. She says she feels the same too.

Hmm.

I didn't go to school yesterday. Got konked out by a volleyball during PE and had a migrain for the whole day. Oh and i chose the most unlikely moment to throw up. I took a roundabout with Aisha cuz it was raining and already, i was feeling woozy and the vomit was inching slowly up my throat. Eugh. Anyways, it wasn't until i got off at my bus stop and made a dash for the nearest drain that i puked it all out. Gross. I could see my lunch of teriyaki pau swimming in the vomit. Got back home, took a quickie shower and dropped half-dead on bed.

Well, that was yesterday and today, i'm back in school with a slight headache and a bruise on my head. The ball had hit my clip on the way down to my head. Ouch.

So, I am now slacking for a total of two weeks already and i'm getting panicky. MUST START STUDYING! I can't wait to get ticked off from my teachers. Maybe that will be a kick in the behind to get me started again. Somebody, scare me please!!

I think i'm doing ok relationship-wise. Single but unavailable. I haven't heard from you in awhile. You're gonna be ultra busy soon and i do hope what you messaged to me the other day, was true. I supposed this isn't the time to be in this whole hoo-ha of love and relationships. A distraction? Maybe. Perhaps, later? Probably not. Haha. A test of love against time. How cliche.
I was sitting on the couch yesterday, daydreaming and watching the clouds fluffed by. I miss those times.

If i could turn back time,
I would.

I would,
Yanee.

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