the imperfect perfectionist

*me *
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic

"Aye"
indie rock, alternative, pop rock: smiles: hugs and kisses: soccer: chocolates: Nike: teddy bears: touch rugby: babies: rock-climbing and bouldering: soft and pantene-smelling hair: my well-worn Levi's: Adidas: white, blue: short nice hair: Elmo, Oscar the Grouch and Cookie Monster:

"Nay"
veggies: swallowing pills: high heels: skirts: not knowing what to do: mess:

*wishlist *

a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Today was surprising. For one, i was forced to audition together with Gen and Arfin for the teachers' day concert thingy. Gen was on the piano while me and Arfin sang. Argh... I have to sing again! One thing though, Arfin was really soft and out of pace (slow is more like it. haha. no offence.) through out, so it felt like i was singing alone. Crap. Really wanted nothing to do with it. But both of those kukuheads forced me to join. And it's not like it's gonna make the item any better. But alas, what's done is done. Hmph. Means if we get thru the auditions, we gotta perform up on stage in front of the school. I don't mind the singing part, but the crowd part makes me queasy.

Another surprising event in school today was the night study session. Thought that it would be a long and boring study session, but it turned out to be quite alright. Sweets and more sweets aplenty. And it seemed that time flew past very fast. I would have loved to stay behind till late.

I am very tired now though. Just wanna flop on the bed and sleep. But hello... nowadays, kinda hot and humid ya? Cannot tahan sei. Want to sleep, also not comfortable.

Tomorrow is another day less to the weekend. I can't wait to sleep in on friday night. Just now during accounts period, i really couldn't keep my eyes open. Sleepy-eyed all the way till the end of the periods. Mind you, three periods of accounts with only 3 mins break in total, not very fun hor? Thank goodness, i didn't get picked on today.

I just watched the trailer ofAmerica's Next Top Model Cycle 6 ( i think?). Can't wait for it to start. Oh and i want to watch The Lakehouse. Yanni watched already and she go spoiler and told me everything. Not that i mind, cuz i also dunno if i'll be watching. Haven't gone out for a very long time. To windowshop, watch movie and etc... Anyways, the movie seems very nice and romantic. Anybody who feels like watching, you know where to get me.

And i keep on having bad hair days la. Very annoying cuz any random amount of hair at any random spots on my head, will pop out and refuse to stay down. Plus, my hair's getting longer. I want to cut...

So... I had an okay day, i supposed. Some parts of the day, i felt abit down and stuff. Cuz reminded of last night's conversation with that someone. Aiyah... Now i regret what i say. Cuz i really think i sounded harsh and all. I really didn't mean to. I was angry, i guess. Hai... This here isn't a good venue to apologise properly. So i won't. But i hope that person is reading this to know that i really didn't mean to be so harsh and immature. You know i don't mean it. And yea, i really don't see what i can't see. So, i guess i'll never know if you really do care.

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm a little late
You're already torn
Yanee

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