the imperfect perfectionist

*me *
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic

"Aye"
indie rock, alternative, pop rock: smiles: hugs and kisses: soccer: chocolates: Nike: teddy bears: touch rugby: babies: rock-climbing and bouldering: soft and pantene-smelling hair: my well-worn Levi's: Adidas: white, blue: short nice hair: Elmo, Oscar the Grouch and Cookie Monster:

"Nay"
veggies: swallowing pills: high heels: skirts: not knowing what to do: mess:

*wishlist *

a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Haven't posted much on my days huh? To tell the truth, im not really keen on blogging at this period of time. Because it will just remind me of what an ass i have been to some people. But for the sake keeping my 'Ashes dust-free, let's just recap on what has happened so far.

Right. Let's start with my mock-exams.. I had my History/Social Studies papers on Friday and that totally suck. I just had both of my Maths papers today. If you know me just enough, you'll know that my Maths will neither go up or well... up. Cos it can definitely go down. Haha. But yeah, tomorrow's my Science paper, then Wednesday is English.

I think i'm gonna fail everything. Hopefully, i can still improve on my English. It's currently not at my standard. So gotta do something abt that.

So, besides flunking all of my papers, I have been terribly slacking in my studies. I AM FEELING GUILTY AND PANICKY THAT I AM NOT STUDYING FOR A WEEK ALREADY!!! so please, pinch me and push me hard to study. SOMEBODY PLEASE!!!

Alright. That's that for school stuff. On the side, i have some problems. Been depriving me of sleep. Hai... I have been a very... heartless creature and a hypocrite. I need forgiveness. I don't know how to face you. In fact, I don't know what i'm thinking. If you could open up my skull and brain mush, all you'll see is a blank. Nada. Nothing. Zilch. Kosong. Zero.

On Saturday, i met up with Aisha. Talked about problems and stuff at Sunplaza Park. Her cousin followed but was cycling with her friend while we talked at the hut thingy. So anyways, they were done cycling so Aisha and me took over. I have never ever let anybody ride pillion behind me cos i'm never confident of my biking skills. Especially when i have not ridden for so long. Last i remembered i cycled was last year? Yeah. Around that time when i was at a chalet outing. Anyways, she sat at the back and it was one of those Japanese bicycles where the structure of the bike curves down. Yeah well. I have never ever ridden on that before. So you can guess what happened. I was looking behind to Aisha, to point out something i saw behind us. And i didn't know it but i was steering us into the drain. Whee~!!! OW OW OW! MY SLIPPER! Haha. Yeah. The thing i was worried about was my Haviannas instead of the blood oozing out from my left foot. What? Don't gimme that tsk tsk sound. They're my favourite pair!

Actually, i've got pictures of the injuries... Just to show you people how freaking painful it is. But yeah. I'm strong...Ahem...According to a close source. Haha. I'll try to post them and some other pics when i have the digi with me.

Oh speaking of close, somebody tried to get close to me! Haha. Kembangnyer aku. Yeah. And the person's a girl! Whoa. Weird. But yeah... It's not who you think la. Cos you all dunno her. So get those suspicious thoughts out of your heads.

I want to sleep and hopefully, get off from going to religious class. Good evening, all.

I wanna look you in the eye and say that i still want you. That i made a mistake.
How greedy, i know.
The thing is, i know i can't have you. Neither will you want me.
So is this dreaded feeling inside me the feeling of having lost a love?
Yanee

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