the imperfect perfectionist

*me *
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic

"Aye"
indie rock, alternative, pop rock: smiles: hugs and kisses: soccer: chocolates: Nike: teddy bears: touch rugby: babies: rock-climbing and bouldering: soft and pantene-smelling hair: my well-worn Levi's: Adidas: white, blue: short nice hair: Elmo, Oscar the Grouch and Cookie Monster:

"Nay"
veggies: swallowing pills: high heels: skirts: not knowing what to do: mess:

*wishlist *

a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Im exhausted. Just got back from school. Yes. School now ends about 8+pm for me. I'm getting really stressed out. But that's good right? Shows that at least i worry about my results. Mock exams are nearing and prelims are straight after the september hols. Whee~ At least still got three months to go before secondary education ends for batch 2002.

Wow. Time really flies. Still remember when i was the goody two shoes in sec 1 who always kept quiet and smile "sweetly" when prompt, growing up to be the sec 2 kid who thought that art was (and still is, ok..I almost wanted to go to the art stream btw.) so cool and that english was all that she was good at. Then she matured (ehem ehem) to the sec 3 gal who was just so intimidated to look into that certain teacher's eyes during oral examinations because she was so so SO hot. Lol! Ah... those crushes. That same girl also learnt and discovered many things about herself and what the world had to offer. Those times were when things changed and nothing would remain the same. Now, almost fully mature, i'm the 16 year old girl who cut her hair way too short, changed to a cheekily smiling joker from a "sweet" smiling curious bystander, learning to smile to make others happy, definitely more cheeky and of course, more worried that she's losing her hard-to-achieve flat tummy and gaining more spots on her chewable cheeks. Haiz. Raging hormones.

Anyways, it's three months to the finishing line and after that, i'll probably just get a job outside or teach some kids at home. Or maybe i should just babysit bratty kids who cannot sit still for two mins. Give them 1 tight slap then they won't dare to even move a toe. Lol. So if anybody wants to call me to babysit their little sons/ daughters, preferably 1-3 years with drooping pampers and waddling steps, ooh..i'd beg to eat them alive... i would love to. No promises that your kid will come back home being the same kid whom you sent over. :D

Oh bdae shoutout to Arfin who finally turns 16 today. Wols sei. Many many happy and fruitful days ahead. Your pressie will have to wait.

I'm off to supper then bed.

Hey, Sephia
Malam ini ku takkan datang
Mencoba 'tuk berpaling sayang
Dari cintamu
Hey, Sephia
Malam ini ku takkan pulang
Tak usah kau mencari aku,demi cintamu

Hadapilah ini
Kisah kita takkan abadi

S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku
S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku
Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu

S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap
S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat
Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu

Hey, Sephia
Jangan pernah panggil namaku
Bila kita bertemu lagi
Dilain hari
Hadapilah ini
Kisah kita takkan abadi
Yanee

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