the imperfect perfectionist

*me *
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic

"Aye"
indie rock, alternative, pop rock: smiles: hugs and kisses: soccer: chocolates: Nike: teddy bears: touch rugby: babies: rock-climbing and bouldering: soft and pantene-smelling hair: my well-worn Levi's: Adidas: white, blue: short nice hair: Elmo, Oscar the Grouch and Cookie Monster:

"Nay"
veggies: swallowing pills: high heels: skirts: not knowing what to do: mess:

*wishlist *

a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room

Saturday, August 19, 2006

I'm in a dilemma right now. Cos i haven't got a clue on whether i should retake my malay. I mean, in the long run, i'm not quite sure how it can help me. I mean, should i decide to go to JC, i would wanna take Art stream, cos i can't really say that my science is all that good. Anyways, i'm not really at all sure if i can even get there at the rate that i'm going. Gosh, i'm regretting it all now.

Sometimes, i wonder how things would have turned out if i was just a bit more hardworking last year. I'd be a bit more relaxed now. But it's no use brooding over it. Gotta move with the flow or i'll be swept away.

I'm not the smartest. I'm not the most hardworking. I'm not the quickest to get it in my head. But sometimes, i just wish i could be all of that. Then, life now would be so easy. People are blessed with many great abilities, how come mine doesn't show?

It was abit like winning the lottery, cos it won't ever happen again and you can't let the chance slip away. Knowing and loving you was like that for me.
Yanee

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