me
"Aye"
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic
"Nay"
veggies:
swallowing pills:
high heels:
skirts:
not knowing what to do:
mess:
wishlist
a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Yeah, i noe i'm not the only one suffering. You're torn. But since you're the analytical and practical one, who's suffering more? I don't know and i bet you don't too. So there, i suffer, you suffer. End of story. Are you gonna change anything to make it better? No. Why? Cuz there'll always be someone else. And you'll always love her more than you did me. One moment of overwhelming love for me can never be the same as a lifelong moment of true love for her.
'if i dun care bout u..i wont b telling u to focus on ur studies onli'
Bullshit. Anybody can say that, and i'll still focus. Cuz you know why? I care. I care that my studies is a long term affair. I care that if i do badly, i'm not the only one affected. I care that my studies are not good and i am scared that i won't make it. The only reason i cried that Saturday morning is because i'm afraid to let you down. And already, i'm halfway to that gutter. I don't need you to tell me to focus, I need you to tell me that whatever my results, you'll still be proud cuz you know i did my best. I need you to be there to share a tissue for my tears, be it tears of joy or regret. I need you to show a bit of those emotions you once showed to me. I need you to show that you care by all these, not by telling me to focus.
Whatever, I'm pissed and ranting.
What i said, may have hurt you.
It was never my intention. Anger got a hold on me.
You really are torn.
What can i do?
Show me, tell me.
Yanee
<~ perfected ~>
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