the imperfect perfectionist

*me *
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic

"Aye"
indie rock, alternative, pop rock: smiles: hugs and kisses: soccer: chocolates: Nike: teddy bears: touch rugby: babies: rock-climbing and bouldering: soft and pantene-smelling hair: my well-worn Levi's: Adidas: white, blue: short nice hair: Elmo, Oscar the Grouch and Cookie Monster:

"Nay"
veggies: swallowing pills: high heels: skirts: not knowing what to do: mess:

*wishlist *

a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room

Monday, August 07, 2006

I'm really really hungry. These days, Mum didn't cook. She very tired. And i also very tired of fast food lei. I want to eat chicken and prawns and sambal belachan and japanese rice. We were talking about that after watching the japanese cultural show. Anyway...

I'm with the brothers at home. Mum and Dad out for some family stuff. Actually, i have nothing to write about la. Very empty nowadays. Inside heart, mind and soul. I think now is not the time to dwell on unnecessary stuffs on the sideline; ie relationships, fun etc. Now is the time to study. Got time to study, study. Got time to play, play. Got time for love, love. If no time, too bad. Wait till got time. Right hor? I sound so cheena. Why is that lei? I velly velly tired, that's why.

This whole week, been very busy and tiring. Been here and there. Hai... Another endless cycle of work to do next week and the many more weeks after that. But at least, got National Day! And that means, got holidays. And that also means, can sleep in. But that also also mean that i must do chores. And that means that i will get tired. Which also means that i won't be as free as i thought i would be.

Huh?

Anywho... About that guy i talked about in the past few entries before this, kinda laid it out that i wasn't interested. Like at all. But that didn't stop him from putting mushy mushy stuff in his nicks and all. Err right~

Actually i'm sick and tired with some people. Seriously sick and tired. I dunno what to do with them la. Feel like i want to strangle the words out and then i can satisfyingly say, " See. Was it so hard??" But no~ They just have to drag it for so long. Aiyah dunno la. They can screw themselves right, left and centre if they feel compelled enough. Hmph.

Tomorrow's Arfin's bdae. I haven't got him anything. Must wait for allowance to come in two weeks later. Sorry for the delay anyways.

I'm off for bed.

I miss holding your hand,
Yanee

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