the imperfect perfectionist

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Wow... I feel like i haven't blogged for a quite abit nowadays. So let's keep writing now...

Lessee...What's been happening so far ya? Well... Prelims already started. So far, not bad la. Could have done better but let's not be pessimistic now. Must keep thinking the good stuff, but not so good until people think cocky la. That one not nice.

* Eh blardy hell la. My speakers not working. *

Hehe. I feel happy nowadays. Dunno why. Actually i know la. But must say dunno because cannot say here mah. Can say la... but i rather keep it to myself. Bweak! >.<

See la... Got time to blog, dunno what to say. When got no time, keep thinking of blogging only. Paaaaaantat.

So let's write very random stuffs in random order now, shall we?

So i already sent Aisha back home just now and i was waiting for the bus. Augustana's Boston was playing in my mp3 then, before that, the cars on the main road next to the bus stop were like zoom zoom zooming la and make that zooming noise. But when the song was playing halfway... where it went, "When the flowers gaze at you, they're not the only ones who cry when they see you" that part.. suddenly, no cars. All waiting at the traffic light. I went, eh?? Got special effect sei. Then like, nice la. Eee yer.. You know la, one of those Moments.

Oh and i met Azrul's girl friend at that same bus stop. I never see her la. She was sitting while i was standing. Then she was about to board the bus and she turn to look at me. Before that, she was waiting in front of me. I inside my head thinking, "Eh pretty ah this girl. Got wear heels and jeans combo somemore. Oh and she's not even minah-ish. Ohmygod, what am i thinking? *laugh to self* Eh are people noticing i'm looking at her? Eh nice butt." HAHA i swear that, that was what i thought. LOL I think you all faint la if you knew what i'm thinking half the time.

So she turns to me while walking towards the bus. Btw, i hate hate bus drivers who either 1) stops waaaaaay ahead of me or 2) stops waaaaaay before me. Ok back to the girl. She turns to look and i was like.. "Eh.. familiar gitu. Hmm. EH SAHIDAH EH??" All the while, my face like scrunched up and i think the people in the bus can see question marks above my head la. Then i look carefully. Ye lah... It's her ler. She skinnier now and prettier. She waved and i kinda waved back. Kinda cos my hand was in my pocket and whe i took it out to wave, my pants drooped more. Haha. But still got wave la.

* Shit. What did i want to talk about just now? *

Oh another random but new funny funny thingy which i learnt to do from Wheatgrain (who else)! I dropped at my stop after taking Bus 12 right... and there was this girl walking in front of me. I remembered what Wheatgrain told me the other time ( Bende merepek boleh ingat. Bende2 skola bleh terlupe ni.) and i do ah. Ok she walked in front right.. i walked directly behind her but a few steps behind, then i breathe heavily like... like how you would breathe after you fcuk la... Which is kinda interesting how i, the wholly innocent and pure one, would know how to breathe that way. HAHA. But coming back... I breathe heavily and the girl like auto sei walk quickly. Around my area tu... quite quiet la. All the while, i matched my pace with hers. We were nearing lift lobby and i was behind her, laughing my ass off as quietly as possible, then we got in together into the lift la. I looked at her and smiled the most sickest and psycho smile that i can smile which would probably make my face got constipation la. But i tried la. She from want to press the open button to the close sei! Melampau! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

In the end, I laughed till my stomach hurts while buying a drink from the vending machine and waiting for the lift. HAHAHAHA!! Yes. Wheatgrain does the exact same thing when she goes home late. She tells me that she's not gonna tell me her pranks anymore cos when people ask where i learn them from, I say that my tuition teacher teach me one. HAHAHA!

Oh and please please please, I want a new phone and soccer shoes please! Fine. I know I just bought those stuffs like a few months ago but still. That's the thing with shopping kan? Addictive. Thank god i live a good radius away from town and plus Mum handles the cash flow. And can somebody please lose weight with me? I'm having a baby belly now.

And my cousin just reminded me how stupid i am in maths. Fcuked up la. You think i want to fail? Who wants to fail? And i did practised ok. But just why do i freeze up during examinations, i will never figure that out. It's like... for example, formulaes, you have to memorise the Cos, Sin and Tan values for trigometry in paper 1 right? But the moment i come across the question, i'll either forget or put down the wrong values for the wrong signs. Frust la. Happens all the time. Somebody please tell me what to do to prevent all this. It's making my results worse than it is. Argh~!

See la... Wanted to be done happy and laughing, but ended up like a grouch. I want to prove myself that i can do it. Is it that hard? From my results, it looks like it. :'(

Feels so good, so not right,
Yanee

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