
me
"Aye"
Yanee
05/01
On my stereo: Justin Timberlake's Summer Love
Mood: Erratic
"Nay"
veggies:
swallowing pills:
high heels:
skirts:
not knowing what to do:
mess:
wishlist
a bit more freedom
PSP
new laptop
more clothes, for goodness sake!
new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room
Labels: social
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
So i got home nearing 2am from work this morning. Now Dad doesn't pick me up from work, i have to catch the last train and walk all the way home from the MRT station. Which is fine by me cos somehow i enjoy the walk home. So quiet. I can almost hear my thoughts out loud. Which is scary cos if anybody heard my thoughts really... Haha. Let's just say the key word here is "almost".
So i'm getting on fine at work. I really don't bother about what people are gossiping/talking about, if they are anyways, cos i try to do my job right and if i did anything wrong, then i'll rightfully apologize. If they're not happy or anything, then so be it. No, nothing awfully ugly happened at work or what not. I'm just trying to blow off some steam before it erupts into something more drastic.
The people there are ok. Must see mood la. Which is not good sometimes. Cos i mean, why must other people have a crappy day as well just cos you're feeling crappy right? But on my own, i try not to let that affect me. And when i'm having a bullshit day, i try not to go around snapping other people's heads off. :) I actually look forward going to work actually. Which is good right? Haha. Maybe.
At home, i can't say it's the best place to be at the moment. I'm not home most of the time, so Mum gets very restless that her only daughter is out making coffee and coming home so damn late. She's also on me for me just working there. Ok fine, my expenses comes up to the same as what i'm earning, but i'll figure out a way to deal with it. Not helping that my pay has not come in. Gah... Somehow i miss home, slacking around and funnily, cleaning up the place as well, but if i'm coming home to Mum and Azrul nagging at me non-stop, i'd rather be out at the store. Family is family though and i know they just don't want me to get duped.
Well, i'm still trying to stay in contact with the 4H people, been kinda quiet of late but hey, everybody's busy. BUT BUT but... later i'm going to the Chingay parade with Jason and Gen. Very off the cuff planning cos Jason just called me up and bam bam boom, all of a sudden, i'm off to Chingay later at 6pm. Whee~ The digi is not with me though. Azrul went for ban nian and brought it along. Curses.
Actually, there's supposed to be this soccer match against some girls working at the airport. But that got cancelled cos they had to do overtime. See how work can ruin social lives? Haha.
I'm glad i've got a chance to blog now. Usually, i'm just too tired. I still am now but let me just have a life outside of work, even if it means rambling online to no one in particular. :)
I think i'm a serial crusher
Yanee
<~ perfected ~>
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