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Yanee
05/01
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veggies:
swallowing pills:
high heels:
skirts:
not knowing what to do:
mess:
wishlist
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new laptop
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new phone
an orange scrambler
makeover my room
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
I've gotten meself into trouble with Mum (again). I told her the other day that i was going to join soccer and she gave me a mighty rundown. Hmm. But i joined the IG (interest group) anyway and the other night, she called me while i was out with the GJ people.
Mum: Where are you?
Me: With the GJ people, just finished some IG stuff at school.
Mum: Oh. So what did you join?
Me: Errm... Soccer, touch rugby and photography.
Mum: ...
*hangs up*
(O.0)
Never in my entire phone conversations with her all my life, has she ever hung up on me.
I don't know how ah. It's like...ARGH. And after that conversation, i had no mood to hang out with them. So i went home but in the end, i just slack around the park alone, feeling so shitty la. Got home uber late but Mum didn't even bother to call. :(
Soccer trials gonna be happening soon. 4th May. Don't know if i should attend. I don't wanna lie to Mum anymore. It's getting so tiring. Lie once, lie more.
Oh yeah, before this soccer episode, I was complaining to Mum about my headaches. She was seriously sending me for an MRI. But it cost about $1k+ and i don't want her to spend it unnecessarily. If i can endure, tahan la. But these headaches, they get worse each attack. I call them 'attacks' cos they just come unsuspectingly and damn, makes me feel like banging my head against the wall.
And hello! I'm off medication for my back already. :D See. I follow what doctor say; Don't Strain. :)
Oh yeah, I went to RC to meet the GJ people after 2 weeks of not meeting them. Haha. Usually, i would see their basi faces everyday, so no surprise that i miss everyone la. Before that, i especially told G to check that N, Has and B were gonna be there. So i damn happy la to see that N and Has there. (B had already gone off. :( ) Then, Kel, Y and Hu were there la. Hugs all around!!! Haha. Except for... Hmm.
I had an SMS conversation with G while on the bus on the way to school.
Me: OMG the girl sitting besides me has the same scent as *****! :( I miss people.
G: .... Oh wells, i miss people too. So we are the same. :) Sometimes you don't realise u said something wrong to someone till its too late u know.
Me: ... Yes! Totally w u on that. Then it changes everything and its so sucky. And u wish u dint say anything at all. Can i just push the girl off her seat??
G: Haha. Talking things out helps you know.
Me: But what if the other person is non-responsive.. like they don't care?
G: I guess maybe it's not cos they are not responsive. Maybe they just got tired of the way we're acting. Sometimes you never know till you try harder. So just keep trying. :)
K like sometimes, i just feel like kicking my ass. :( Grrr... Whatever la. I don't wanna think too much.
Alright, i'm gotta be going off. Going down RC to see N again! I miss her so much la. We've gotten close before i left and it's so sad la the timing. But a coincidence that when i came in, she was the first person there whom i was really ok with.
Bring me closer
dimply
<~ perfected ~>
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